Losing & Restart

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今の私に沁みる２曲。

Heather Headley 『I Wish I wasn't』




[Verse 1]
I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I
called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like your ignoring me
I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms

And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus:] I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
it just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't
deserve me
Wasting my time thinking bout you when you ain't never gon change
I wish I wasn't in love with you so I
wouldn't feel this way

[Verse 2]
When you touch me my heart melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love
that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in
disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you
And I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And
I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding

And you're treating me like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from

This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Hear you knockin' at the door again
I'm wonderin' should I let you in
I open up the door and see
The flowers for me
So
beautiful in your hand
Please stop begging me to take you back
I've always been a sucker for romance
And before you know
it I concede
You're all over me
Oh no here I go again
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me


これは失恋をした女の子の歌詞で、、　『もしも出逢う前に時間が戻せるなら、こんな後悔をしなくてすむのに…』と歌っているもの。

あなたを好きにならなければ、こんな思いをしなくて済んだし、あなたに傷つけられることもなかったのに・・・と歌っています


やっぱ恋愛って、国も言葉も違えど共通の悩みなんだなってことがよくわかる。



次は期待の持てる(？)１曲。

たまたまYou Tubeで見つけて。なんか懐かしいなと思ったら昔聞いたことのある曲だった。その時はメロディの美しさだけを留めて聴いていて歌詞の意味なんてサッパリわかってなかったんだけど、改めて歌詞にも注目してみたら、これまためっちゃいい曲だったのよ

Deborah Cox 『Nobody's supposed　to be here』




[Chorus:]
How did you get here?
Nobody's supposed to be here
I've tried that love thing for the last time
My heart says no, no!
Nobody's supposed to be here
But you came along and changed my mind

I've spent all my life, on a search to find
The love who'll stay for eternity
The heaven sent to fulfill my needs
But when I turn around
Again, love has knocked me down
My heart got broken, oh it hurt so bad
I'm sad to say, love wins again

So I placed my heart under lock and key
To take some time, and take care of me
But I turn around and you're standing here

[Chorus]

This time I swear I'm through
But if only you knew
How many times I've said those words
Then fall again, when will I ever learn
Knowing these tears I cry
This lovely black butterfly
Must take a chance, and spread my wings
Love can make you do some crazy things

So I placed my heart under lock and key
To take some time, and take care of me
But I turn around and you're standing here

[Repeat chorus to fade]


時間が私を癒すようにと、(心に)カギをかけてしまいこんだのに、目の前にはあなたがいたの・・・という歌詞。



誰でも恋が終わると、もう二度と人を好きになったりなんかするか！と思うし、相当ひどい別れ方をしたんでなければ、彼以上の人なんているわけない！なんて思ってしまうんだけど、その「彼以上」の人がちゃんといるんですよねぇ・・世の中には・笑


まだまだ未練たらたらだけれど、素敵な人を好きになりたい。。笑